JAN KEN PON!

this broken heart ain't broken yet.

2010-01-01T15:48:00.000-08:00

01/01/2010
new year, new start, new goal.
31/12/2009 suck big time(at some particular moments)
but anyway, bye 2009, bye you :)
i will forgot, i sure will.

Whats wrong with the world?

2009-12-26T21:06:00.000-08:00

I thought dreams were only dreams and gave up on them,
but the sight of that shining star make me change my mind.
and that one star was you.

i miss yourrrrrrrrrrrrrr ....... D:
2 days without .......
you really don't care?

If you never know truth, you never know love.

2009-12-25T22:04:00.000-08:00

caught this at Cathy with adel may ange yx and yh during christmas eve.
simon so cute!!!!!!! :)
Merry Christmas! :)

too bad, my christmas wish didn't come true D:
but i think it's okay.
i will never ever understand you.
and it's getting hard.
i wonder how long till i gave up D:

Michelle Rodriguez!

2009-12-22T22:21:00.000-08:00

AVATAR IS SO DAMN NICE! XD
Jake, Grace and Trudy is sooooooooooooo hot ♥
I'm starting to want to have an Avatar!
so cool and fun XD

omg! 3 more days to Christmas!

'cause baby, two is better than one.

2009-12-20T15:09:00.000-08:00

I remember what you wore on the first day.
you came into my life and I thought hey,
you know, this could be something
'cause everything you do and words you say,
you know that it all takes my breath away.
and now I'm left with nothing.

RAINBOW LOVE.

2009-12-18T23:49:00.001-08:00

I'M VERY HAPPY TODAY!
thankyou <3 and i'm sorry! :(
and! I'm baking the very nice-looking rainbow cupcakes tomorrow :)
it'll be damn delicious! HAH!

Love.

2009-12-17T22:49:00.000-08:00

Just because somebody flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you.
Just because somebody likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out with you.
Just because somebody wants to go out with you, doesn't mean they love you.
Just because somebody loves you, doesn't mean they won't hurt you.
Because people lie and things change.
And there are always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall.

Finally.

2009-12-15T12:29:00.000-08:00

I'm veryyyyyyyyyyy happy! D:
BookFest BookFest BookFest!

You're not alone, together we stand.

2009-12-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, you're so distant.
Sometimes, you're so weird.
Sometimes, you're so nice.
Sometimes, i feel like i don't understand you.
Sometimes, i feel like you're ignoring me.
Sometimes, i feel like giving up.
And somtimes, i think its best if we don't know each other from the first place.
I feel like a fool.

STRAIGHT THROUGH MY HEART.

2009-12-02T21:12:00.000-08:00

BOOPBOOP!
went training this morning.
but halfway, training stopped and we went over to SMU.
haha,so fun :)

after SMU, went movies with timo,jojo and aareeen.
THE CHRISTMAS CAROL!
ok, some parts were freaking scary.
like suddenly, boom, the damn ghost came out.

anyway, FAT BLOB COMING BACK TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYY YAY!
going movies tomorrow again i think.
with jesse,fatblob and the rest :)

and maybe SMU on friday again.
till then! bye :)

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in

2009-11-30T23:09:00.000-08:00

My eyes never left him. Not even a second.
and sometimes, he would turn and look at me, too.
that is, in my dreams only.
I used to not get why couples are so sweet.
I used to not get why they say 'i love you'
I used to not get why they say i miss you when they're only seperated for only a few hours.
But i know now.
--

don't worry, it's a story XD
(or maybe its true :O)
for some reasons, i'll be posting regularly now! (i think)

i'm so bored at home.
fat blob at m'sia, ange went to m'sia today.
and jesse online a few times only :(
anyway, i'm definitely goin to watch NEW MOON! :)
someone ask me out tomorrow please.

looking at you two makes it harder for me to move on.
our love use to be as hot as a furnace, however much that fire cooled, it burned once. maybe if it hadn't flared so bright, so hard, we could make it last..
and maybe, i'm just a coward.

You couldn't have love me better.

2009-11-29T12:14:00.000-08:00

changed my skin :)
and i forgotten my tagboard's pass again.
ha.

for you, i would do anything.

2009-11-28T21:46:00.000-08:00

LTC LTC LTC!
i'm sooo glad i didn't miss the 1st day :)
because it was sooooooo awesome i wouldn't forget what we did.
so, SL(sports leader) prepared the games
while the others were doing some reflection stuff.

jas, umirah and i was in charge of Minefield.
so fun to see the rest of them getting muddy!
and i feel like playing too :)
so i rolled myself in the mud for the demo.
haha.
and then we had dinner :)
just the sports leader's dinner.

2nd day was ze best too!
had amazing race and i love it! loveeeeee it.
and then we had Leader's Night.
hah.
and then the next day was home.
i slept like a dead log.

i feel so empty.
i feel so sad.
and i don't know why.

CAMP.

2009-11-21T22:02:00.000-08:00

OMG.
JUDO + FLOORBALL + SOFTBALL CAMP WAS AWESOME.
except for the food.
DRAGONBOAT WAS ZE BEST!
JUDO FREAKING WON THE COMPETITION,HEHE.
and the BBQ was damn fun.

anyway, superz tired.
gonna have another camp next monday :(
LTC LTC LTC!
ZE GREAT RAID! ZE GREAT RAID!

oh and, HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY, OLIVIA WAN! :)

True love has no boundaries.

2009-11-09T23:42:00.000-08:00

all those memories :)

Toby.

2009-11-07T18:47:00.000-08:00

HILLLLLLLLLLLLLO!
few days back watched Astro with fat blob, ange and jas.
damn sad when toby died :(
and when the damn tenma didnt want astro.
tsk tsk stupid.

anyway, training yesterday.
hehehe, i think its self-training.
intan and rainer trained us.
quite fun la, haha.

going out soon! :)
OLIVIA! YOU SO CUTE LEH!
SEE, YOU ALSO FEATURED IN MY BLOG, HAHA!
(i know you smiling to yourself right?)
:) i wanna go movies with you!

byeeeeeeee.

United 17.

2009-11-04T20:24:00.000-08:00

HI!
BACK FROM CAMPPPPPPPPPP.
and i smell like shit.

anyway, the camp was funnnnnnnnn
(even though i dont get to be with umi, tf and jesse.)
aiya i so independent.
got to know alot people from other schools.
i appreciate you! because i really do. (by me)
this sentence so cool.

and i wanna watch new moon pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
taylor lautner so hot hot hot.
and 2012! and jennifer's body!

i think im gonna meet fat blob and jesse tomorrow :O
yay. can't wait for the combined camp with floorball and softball~
and i still dont know what to wear for formal night!
i dont want dress laaaaaaaaaaaa.
and i think my tagboard is so creepy.

"my heart sinked when i found out that you find it retarded."

Sick and tired of this world.

2009-10-17T20:16:00.000-07:00

It's been so long since i post :)
mizzz me right, haha.
anyway, exams areeeeeeeee over, yay!
now's the results babyyyyyyyy.

class outing yesterday!
and ohmygodddddddd, its at Night Safari.
and its Halloween! yay.
terror terror terror.
fucking scary.
Aladdin is so hateful!
Killer clown also, argh.

and went to work today!
weeee, $30 for today :D
till the next post.(which is i dont know when)
toodles.
and, Happy Halloween!

i don't know why but i have the impulse to say "i love you" to somebody :\

I think i'm falling for you.

2009-09-21T10:22:00.000-07:00

Something good happen!
WOOHOOOOOOOOO!
we talked and talked and talked!
(though she didn't really say much)
and i was really nervous when talking to her.
teeheeeee.
and all along,i was smiling so badly my jaws hurt.

anyway,cheers,to the rest of our _________ :)
(yeah i know your ____, but we can be friends, right?)

oh and i spend 3 days reading my geog.
and i haven't finish.
ha ha ha, great.

It's killing me.

2009-09-19T22:56:00.000-07:00

FOR GOD'S SAKE, CAN YOU PLEASE PLEASE GO ONLINE!?
i'm dying to talk to you!

Studying is another reason why my brain is shutting down soon.
(other than the above reason which is, she still hasn't come online.)
I think this is how i feel right now

you people who go against that should just shut your trap.
there's noting wrong being that.
stop restricting people to this and that.
its time we start changing the world.
stop living in the olden days!

-edit
GREAT! SHE REJECTED ME.
my god, i think im going crazy.
i wanna scream.
i wanna know the reason.
it hurts so much.
so much for planning what to do.
for now, i'm going to stop going to that particual profile of hers.
but right now, i think im gonna burst into tears soon.

I only see her in my dreams.

2009-09-12T18:46:00.000-07:00

I think I _____________ again.
Fuck.

really bored.

2009-09-10T18:33:00.000-07:00

1. Why are you always like that?
- if i'm not like this, then i'm like that?

2. I just realized now that i love you.
- you dont love me before?

3. Leave him already! You'll be much more happy with me.
- like you could see the future, aha!

4. Come on. Smile. You're cute when you do!
- shut up la.

5. Please do my maths homework too!
- shut up la.

6. I am so blessed to have someone like you.
- really?

7. Why does monday come before tuesday?
- hm yeah, why?

8. I have two tickets to the Linkin Park concert. Wanna come with me?
- really?

9. You are one of the most special people in my life. Did you know that?
- no.

10. I think im falling for you..
- huh serious?

11. I cant smile without you.
- good.

12. Thank you for everything, but you just aren't 'her'.
- ok.

13. What's your mobile number?
- huh

14. Can i have this dance?
- huh

15. May i escort you?
- no need.

16. Do you still love him till now?
- huh

17. Haha! You were everything, everything i ever wanted.
- really? what if you wanted shit? i'm the shit?

18. When will i get your sweet eyes?
- what

WHO'S

19. Who is in the house with you?
- everyone

20. Who are you thinking about now?
- shin, nike, shane.

21. Who did you last talk to on the phone?
- forgottten

22. Whose house did you last go to?
- YH's.

23. Whose birthday is next?
- think its yh's.

24. Who was the LAST person you loved?
- me.

25. Who do you hope will take this survey?
- hm someone who has no soul?

WHAT's

26. What was the last thing you ate?
- pizza.

27. What was the last thing you drank?
- milktea

28. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
- pencil case.

29. What instant messaging service do you use?
- m1.

30. What is your favorite color?
- every color.

31. What is your favorite website?
- every

32. What is your favorite shoe brand?
- huh anything nice.

33. What song are you currently hearing?
- my love.

WHERE's

34. Where do you live?
- in shane's house.

35. Where do you sleep?
- floor, bed

36. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
- tw.

WHEN's

37. When is your birthday?
- 8jun.

38. When did you last burn a candle?
- huh

39. When did you last see your dad?
- now

WHY's

40. Why do we have to go to school?
- to study to play to learn.

41. Why are you taking this survey?
- bored.

Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response.)

If an annoying person says:
1) I am cute.
YR: haha! wth your so sure?

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome...
YR: hahahaaha omg you go die.

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR: shut up la.

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy..
YR: shut up la! you piece of shit :D

5) You don’t know me? I am a Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR: really?

If an annoying pretty woman/handsome man says:
1) I know you like me.
YR: har har. how you know? you can read mind? omg then you got it wrong. it should be 'your so fake. how could i like you?'

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR: oh sure. i'm not too. im looking at you cause im picturing you calling me for help :D

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
YR: same here.

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR: anything you want la bimbo.

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR: sure, i dont care.

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:
1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR: you sure?

2) May I have your cell phone number? please please please?
YR: -ignores-

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night...
YR: shut up la i not slut.

4) What do you like about me?
YR: nothing.

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
YR: my nose will grow.

If your enemy says:
1) Hi bitch!
YR: yo ugly slut!

2) You smell like shit!
YR: oh i think shit smells good :D

3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you!
YR: really? oh its ok. i know i'm good can alr :)

4) What an ugly creature you are!
YR: what a slutty bimbo you are!

5) I am going to own your ass in this race for sure!
YR: what race?

If your annoying ex says:
1) I still love you...
YR: then why did you dump me? :D

2) I know you still love me!
YR: har har! as i said, do you read minds?

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby...
YR: -shivers, ignores-

4) Please call me...
YR: no phone :(

5) The break up hurts me so much...
YR: really? where? i dont see you bleeding.

If an annoying salesperson says:
1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR: your nose is sooo long.

2) Seriously, I used this product and i've changed!
YR: ok. -walks away-

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR: sure.

4) This one good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..
YR: oh no thanks la.

5) That product is not good; it causes pimples all over your face.
YR: really? ok.

-

95 New Questions You’ve Probably Never Been Asked!

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
- hair

2. What colour is your favorite hoodie?
- blue

3. Do you like coffee?
- no

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
- pissed

6. What’s the last letter of your crush’s name?
- e.

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
- neither.

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having.
- went to some angmoh hotel. and the angmoh kids chase me around.
and i ran.

9. Could you eat your favourite food everyday for a month and not get sick of it?
- hm dont know.

10. What are you craving?
- chicken wings.

11. Do you floss?
- no :D

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
- i like.

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
- naw

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
- bite/lick.

18. Do you use smileys?
- yes sure yes sure.

19. How many bedrooms are in your house?
- 4.

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
- maybe?

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
- whats that

22. What’s the last song you had stuck in your head?
- fireflies.

23. How many countries have you visited?
- huh privacy la -shy-

24. Are your parents strict?
- no? yea?

25. Would you go sky diving?
- yes!

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
- no.

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
- yes

30. Do you rent movies?
- maybe

31. Who sits in front of you in your math class?
- christine

35. Where are you going to be Saturday night?
- not sure. cant see the future.

36. Brown or white eggs?
- whats the difference?

37. Like rap music?
- maybe?

38. Ever taken a train?
- yes

39. Experienced the twin towers falling in New York?
- picture?

41. What day of the week is it?
- thursday

40. What was your Lunch?
- no lunch

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
- running

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
- huh

47. So, how about them Yankees?
- huh

51. Is your hair curly?
- maybe

52. Last time you cried?
- huh

53. Ever walked into a wall?
- dont know

55. Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
- huh

56. Favorite season?
- winter

61. The next person you’ll hold hands with?
- yh.

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
- huh

63. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle?
- jolly shandy?

64. Do you think you’re old?
- no

65. Are you afraid of the dark?
- maybe?

66. Do you like your life right now?
- yes

67. When’s the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
- huh

68. Do you knock on wood?
- huh

69. Do you have good vision?
- no

70. Can you hula hoop?
- huh

71. Where are your parents?
- here

72. Have you ever kissed in an elevator?
- huh

73. What is the next CD you will buy?
- dont know

74. What brands are you wearing?
- converse

76. Have you ever crawled through a window?
- no

77. Can you handle the truth?
- what

78. What was the most recent thing you bought?
- book

79. How often do you talk on the phone?
- huh

80. Are you in a complicated relationship?
- no.

81. Do you hate more than 3 people?
- no

82. Have you ever tripped someone?
- yes

86. Do you use chap stick?
- huh

87. Are you too forgiving?
- maybe

88. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
- huh.

89. Do you own a gun?
- toy gun? yes.

90. Have you made a prank phone call?
- yes.

91. Have you ever been in a castle?
- yeah.

92. Do you like your hair?
- No.

93. Do you like yourself?
- hehehe

94. Are you closer to your mother or father?
- mom.

95. Do you chat on AIM often?
- no

My lips like sugar.

2009-09-09T22:35:00.000-07:00

NJRC Competition ended!
woohoo.
don't think we got in :D
and Starscream was sooooooooo popular today.

anyway,went running and cycling few days back.
whew, nice feeling :3

gotta revise soon!
so anxious.
ta.
oh, today is 99.

I watched the two spilt apart.

2009-09-04T22:48:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy today!
I'm so happy so happy so happy!
I'm so very happy! YAY!
got back my results.
damn glad! :):)

English - A2
Chinese - B4
Science - A1
Geog. - A1
Math - A2
F&N - A1
Art - B4

not really happy with my art though. >(
anyway, watched Sea Monster at Omni Theatre today!
damn, the movie was nice but the screen screw everything up.

gotta go prawning tomorrow!
its been so long!

I took my first step.

2009-09-01T21:07:00.000-07:00

LOOK!
CIND IS SOOO CUTE WHEN SHE'S SEC1!
CUTIE PIE ;O!

anyway, went back primary school yesterday.
woah woah woah, YC changed alot alot!
and SQ, as usual is dissing me cause he's so much taller than me.
1 more week to Sep holidays.
and NJRC presentation this thursday.
HOW FAST!
hm should i look foward to it?

I've seen the best,
I've seen the worst.
But I wouldn't change what I've been through..

Like a puppet being controlled.

2009-08-23T16:01:00.000-07:00

HOLY SHIT I FREAKING HURT THE LIGAMENT IN MY SHOULDER.
and now my left shoulder looks bigger than the right one.
zz.
wasted $50!
the physician was no help at all.

anyway, he stated "NO JUDO FOR A WEEK"
so, Lucas you can forget about fighting me.

and bathing couldn't get worser than this.
took 10mins taking off my clothes.
i can't even sleep properly.
this feels like hell.
to add on to it, my period is late!
holy hell.

I LOVE SHANE MCCUTCHEON! *3*

I CAN'T TAKE NO MORE.

2009-08-22T16:41:00.000-07:00

school's been pretty busy.
won't be posting much.
less that a month to EOY.
bless me.

Goodbye.

IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME.

2009-08-15T17:39:00.000-07:00

Wow.
5 DAYS SINCE MY LAST POST.
MISS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE? :D

the 3days games' Carnival was awesome.
lost and injured but it was still fun.
guess the floorball team won 2nd.
and Friday was Founders' Day.
once again, we played sports on that day.
AES won the floorball champion while APS won the basketball.(i think)

then went Desean's house to robo with Darius and Averyl.
not gonna say what happen there >:O
went movies with dulcie,dar,adel and ace aft robo.
watch G.I. Joe!
Duke is superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr hot.

i've got so many stories going on yet i couldn't write it out.
:D

You lost all sense of control.

2009-08-10T10:28:00.000-07:00

I just realise there's no use of continuing the story >_>
because I don't even know if the guy still remember her.
nevertheless, it'll still be my fairytale.

Picture speaks a thousand words!

Rest of the pics uploaded at facebook.
Took 100+ of photos.
How nice? XD
anyway, finished watching アタシんちの男子(Atashinchi no Danshi)
it was nice though the ending sucks!!
they didn't show Chisato and Sho together :@
butttttttttttttttttttt!
Osamu Mukai is so cute in there :D
and,
Happy Belated Birthday, Singapore.

A whole new world.

2009-08-02T22:51:00.000-07:00

"Hey, let's go fishing!" Chloe suggested.
"Okay, sure! It's been so long. Let's meet at 4 later on at the jetty." I said.
Chloe, Sienna, Ella and I was on the phone chatting when Chloe suggested fishing.
I showered, and went to meet them.

"Woah, hey look! We caught one big crab!" Sienna shrieked.
We crowded around Sienna and started a war with the crab.
Finally, we got it into the bucket we brought along.
We ate ham sandwiches which Chloe and Sienna brought.
Of course, i did my part and i brought some drinks along as well.

-After 1hour-
"Hey i'm so bored.." Ella said.
"What about we go there and see those people fish?" I asked Ella.
"Alright. Sienna, Chloe, wanna come?"
"Nah, we'll stay here and look after the stuff" Chloe smiled.

We walked over to the place crowded with people.
There were so many fishing rods! I'm surprise the fishing line didn't get tangled together!
We stayed there and watch them fish.
We're gasping when they cast the fishing rod!
It was so much further than ours!

"Wow, look look! So far" I said to Ella.
The guy who was beside me laughed.
I blushed and kept my volume down.
And so.. we stood by the railing and watch them cast their rods over and over again.
Comparing each person's distance.
It was so much fun! I didn't want to go at all.

"Woah.. I wish i could cast my rods like them! So cool! I wanna learn!
The guy looks like our age but he's so strong!" I shrieked to Ella once again.
-Rings-
"Oh wait. My phone's ringing. Be right back!" Ella walked away and picked up her phone.
"Must be her boyfriend >_>" I turned and got a shock.
"Woah, you scare me"
It was the guy who I'm talking about siting right beside me on the railings.
Again, he laughed.
And i realised, a dimple dented his right cheek.
Afraid that he would know i'm staring at him, I turned my attention to another guy casting his rod.
"Whats your name, little girl?" I turn to look at him again.
"Um, Olivia And i'm not little.. You look the same age as i am too"
I looked down at my sandals, embarassed.
"Oh, i'm 16 and its Alfie here" I could almost hear laughter in his voice.
'So his name is Alfie... and same age as me!' I thought.
At that time, I don't understand why my heart was beating so fast.

"Hey hey! one of the rod is moving!" Another guy shouted.
He jumped down the railings without a hesitation and ran over to help.
Because the fishing line was cast too far away, he took off his shirt and
walked down the stairs leading to the ocean.

He has a Grim Reaper tatooed on his right arm and his biceps were oh-my-god-big.
"Hey boy, don't jump in! It's dangerous." One of the guy shouted.
"Alright alright..." He pouted.
I giggled.

Everyone crowded around when the fish was caught.
It was big. But the guy threw it away.
"Hey, why did he throw it away?" I blurted out my thoughts.
"Haha, cause it's not nice" Alfie replied, smiling.
His smile was like sunshine, so warm and nice.

I sat down, watching, gasping again and again.
And i realised, Alfie smokes.
I'm shock and when he talk to me, i couldn't restraint the panic in my voice.
And... i think he notice it.
After that, he didn't talk to me again.

Soon, it was getting late.
But i didn't want to go.
I wanted to stay there.
"Hey, will you guys be here tomorrow as well?" I regretted my words the minute it went out.
"Go home, this isn't a place for you to be in" Alfie said, in a cold tone.
His face cold and far away, not the Alfie i know a few minutes ago.

At that moment, Ella came up to me and asked me to go.
I walk away relunctly, turning round to take one last look at Alfie.
But, he wasn't looking at me at all.
He was smiling, and playing with the girl siting next to him.
At that time, my heart hurts.
Like a knife was being stabbed into it.

to be continued! :D

Do you know what's worth fighting for?

2009-08-02T16:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday was awesome.
met adel at BP and headed over to ECP together.
rent the bikes and started cycling while finding maidan and her **
:D :D
saw lots of _______.

then, maidan called and said she's at sembawang fishing.
so cabbed there.
maidan's ** brought food and all.
so ... adel and i ate it up.

then went over to the jetty.
saw some really professional people fishing!
damn nice. make me wanna learn fishing!!

watched the people fish till 11+
and MRTed home.
woah, dead tired Dx

school again tomorrow.
ciao!

When you're at the end of the road,
and you lost all sense of control.
And your thoughts have taken their toll,
when your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass.

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

2009-07-31T23:13:00.000-07:00

Anger is a killing thing: it kills the man who angers, for each rage leaves him less than he had been before - it takes something from him.
Louis L'Amour

C'DIV GIRLS(2009)
got our medals on Tuesday.
i was so nervous my limbs jellied!

school was hectic.
NJRC workshop on Wed, Thurs and today.
skip today's since i wasn't feeling well.
:D
and, class just broke the records.
13people was sick on Monday.
ange got 7days MC, cinboy 4days.
cool.
rest well!

going ECP tomorrow.
it's been so long.

A loving heart is the beginning of all knowledge. -Thomas Carlyle

2009-07-25T10:17:00.000-07:00

When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations,
it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.
Life isn't fair.

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.
-Robert Frost

Let's just work harder next year :)

That salvation lets their wings unfold.

2009-07-22T20:57:00.000-07:00

EWOOOOOO.
Nationals Team event tomorrow!
mixed feelings >:O
not attending lessons tomorrow :b
morning, to class take temperature and assemble in Reflection Room aft that!

anw, went to sell my Boys' Town tickets today.
$80 cleared!
cheerios for me.
ECLIPSE TODAY! BUT! I FORGOT ABOUT IT. HAHAHAHA!
and ... GO C'DIV GIRLS!

i've got so many things to talk about.
yet my hands can't seem to obey me.

SNOW PRINCE.

2009-07-18T16:13:00.000-07:00

indulged myself with SS501 AND FT. ISLAND the whole afternoon.
they are so damn cute.
anw,
CAN YOU USE YOUR BRAIN, YOU FUCKING MOFO!

Solitude.

2009-07-17T14:06:00.000-07:00

Loneliness is a feeling where people experience a powerful surge of emptiness and solitude. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Someone who is lonely may find it hard to form human contact.

AND WHY DO HUMANS CRY?
Studies have shown that emotional tears contain more manganese, an element that affects temperament, and more prolactin, a hormone that regulates milk production. Sobbing out manganese and prolactin is thought to relieve tension by balancing the body’s stress levels and eliminating build ups of the chemicals, making the crier feel better.

I definitely wish (insert word).
Why, why are you (insert word)?
Can we don't drift apart?
No, it should not hurt to be a child.
but why do i feel hurt?
Can i really trust you?

Some humans are really disgusting.
They think they are the best, when in fact, they are worse than a beast.
No, i don't hate them.
Hatred not only makes one tired but adds on the the stress they have.
So why have hatred? Why not drown ourselves in happiness?
Happiness is the best thing in this world.
Even the rich can't buy it. Neither can we have it if we have hatred.
Erase the hatred you have,let the hatred be forgotten.
When theres a day in which hatred take over you,
its the day when you really become ugly.

ITS ABOUT TIME AND YOUR TIME'S UP.

2009-07-15T21:36:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT? I GOT MY VERY FIRST GREEN FORM TODAY!
must mark this day okay?

oh and what makes this day cool is that...
i'm sick.
HAR HAR HAR, LOSER.
Nationals next week! (which make me damn nervous)
i'm going to sleep, again. zzzz

From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way.

2009-07-13T21:20:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL IS FUN.
AND I LIKE IT ALOT.
NATIONALS NEXT WEEK! = EXCITED.
AND, I'M PRETTY ENTHU ABOUT NJRC :D
OKAY, BYEBYE!

LOVE 2NE1 AND BIG BANG!

LOVE FOR MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL.

2009-07-11T10:10:00.000-07:00

haven't been posting for days.
>:O

anyway, few days back went to Mel's house to play/cook.
it was damn fun :D
and yesterday, went to shop for groceries with mel, jesse,ange,cyn.
and went back to ange's house.
i cooked any-ingredients soup for them!
which means, i just took whatever i found and dump it in.
turn out nice okay!
then mel fried prawns and hotdogs.
too bad yh is sick :O

aft eating, went to church with ange.
then went to eat and home.
long day.
going SC later.
for some robotics thing.
zzzzzz

I THINK IT'LL BE SWEET LIKE CANDY.

2009-07-06T13:11:00.000-07:00

TRANSFORMER2 WAS AWESOME!
haha, makes me feel like going to Egpyt now >:O
yesterday was a day of rotting at home viwawa-ing.
today is homework day.
and great, i just completed my essay >D

and and, LEE HONG KI'S VOICE IS ADDICTIVE!
>D

Part 1 of Heaven MV by F.T Island.
so, this post end with...
HONGKI AND JONGHYUN LOOK SO HOT IN THE MV! >;O

could i be as amazing as the movies,
the first time our lips touch?
i think we're going to meet again tomorrow.
why is my heart already beating so fast
and feeling like it's going to explode.
i wonder if it will be like cotton-candy?
i close my eyes and wonder,
if he is imagining the same thing as well.

I STARTED BELIEVING THAT I COULD BE WRONG.

2009-07-04T13:49:00.000-07:00

LOT1 Bistro Deli with mel,emma,yh,cin and ange.
thanks mel, ice cream was yummy.
going to watch Transformer2 with small kid later on.
FINALLY! FINALLY FINALLY!
>:O
--

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He was always there for her.
She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her.
When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.
He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?'

The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind.
The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that.
The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.
Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'
This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift.

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to God for
a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren...

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who! wish they had your job..

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.

Your love is a lie.

2009-07-02T20:13:00.000-07:00

hi,
training on Tuesday with st. gab at club.
no more training other than that.
sad.
--

I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight

And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cant

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

really meaningful!!

school's good.
everything's good.
emma is the new vice >:D
hehehe.
toodles.

To see you when i wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do, is a three fold utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would i be out of line if i said,
i miss you.

No Boundaries.

2009-06-29T19:37:00.000-07:00

"View the world in a different angle everytime and you'll see something new."

school started for now.
but i'm still in my holiday mood.
why?
and i'm practically going crazy.
why?
theres no judo for one whole week.
and i miss Dutch club today.
why?
it was the last class.

H1N1 is killing me, indirectly.
heard that dojo is being used for some isolation room.
ah geez.
let's cool down.

you can go higher, you can go deeper. There're no boundaries.

SAY MY NAME WHEN YOU SEE MY HEART.

2009-06-27T18:39:00.000-07:00

난 SS501 사랑!
정말, 그들은 정말 대단하고 사랑 스러웠어요.
김규종 사랑 (삽입 이름)!
한국인이 너무 뜨거워있다.

F.T. Island is hot!

you're my heaven.

2009-06-26T19:48:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
can't blog this few days >:O
comp. broke down~

just came back from osteopath.
pain.
anw, few days back, had barbecue.
it was fun, very fun >:D

school re-opening soon!
homework not done yet, O.O
had training this whole week.
and yh and i got lost twice this week.

once when we board the wrong bus.
another was when we're going to budo academy.
bad weeeekkkk.

look foward to my next post yo.
toodles.
you can't make me quit judo, never.

VIDEOS POST.

2009-06-21T14:53:00.000-07:00

Happy Fathers' Day
(today is Fathers' day right?)
ok so yeah, i'm gonna post videos of SS501 >:O
:D
short but awesome videos.

so funny how Kyujong was trying so hard not to laugh :D

enjoy! :o

RENSOU NO ARIA

2009-06-20T22:06:00.000-07:00

恋想のアリア

An nyoung! ;D
watched Drag me to hell yesterday.
hehehe,it was scary >:O

rush to club after movie. trained from 3 to 430.
then had kid's class from 430 to 530.
and had break after that.
played Hamburger/Potato Chips. (another version of heart attack.)
with the C'div girls.
bonding bonding time! :D

then night training starts from 7-8.
fun and tiring.
chat till 9 and mrt home with Lily :O

okay, can't believe i watch SS501's videos the whole day today >:D
omg. i'm loving SS501 sooo much.
AJA AJA FIGHTING!
Annyong-hi~

ohyeah, not a fan of them but Yoobin from Wonder Girls' really pretty >:D
and omg, young saeng and kyujong both debuted as SS501 members on 8june!! :D

with eyes like sunset baby.

2009-06-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

morning, plan to go budo with yh.
but ended up roaming around like lifeless souls.
back to schl at 1 to train but went to budo instead.
train train train.

and then went swiss club.
no kids come at all >:O
so went home.
LOL, easy day but tiring.

training again tomorrow.
gonna do video with kiddy and yh on tues(hope so)
:D:D:D
can't wait.
my tummy is getting bigger, ;o

Your Gift Is Energy

You are easily excitable, and you love to be on the go. You crave intensity.

You need to live a dynamic, interesting, and challenging life. Otherwise, you get bored.

It's hard for you to relax. You're constantly being inspired to do something.

You're the type of person who finds success, innovation, and creativity easy.

What's Your Gift?

if he says he got beef.

2009-06-17T23:12:00.000-07:00

eh, kiddy, i'm only 30% weird! ;D
Proof!(click)
you? bet you're higher :p

only 5 people came for training today :o
so mel took us to Island Cremery to eat first! MUDPIE MUDPIE!
and then head to budo to train.
ha ha, fun and tiring.

bus to lot1 with aceline :D
meet kiddy and went ljs to ask.
oh, WE'RE SO HAPPY WE DIDN'T GET HIRED ;D
bought finger food. and went to play (insert your own word)
fun >:O

training and dutch club again tomorrow.
nights sugarbabe.

You Are Coffee

You are highly ambitious and goal oriented. You feel like there isn't enough time in your day to get it all done.

You are outgoing and creative. You love talking with people, thinking up crazy plans, and then acting immediately on them.

When it comes to caffeine, you'd like a refill. You can almost always use an energy boost.

Life is too short. You're going to get as much out of it as you can. You live for today.

Are You Coffee or Tea?

i'm suffocating.

2009-06-16T00:26:00.000-07:00

OH MY GODX2.
:D
my 3 incredibly hot hotties are best friends!! :D<3
(HYUN JOONG, JAE JOONG AND T.O.P!!)
cooool?
REPLY: TOTALLY.
ok, whatever.

dutch club today.
awww :(
few more weeks..
oh yeah,
Happy Belated Birthday, AAREEN SAN MIGUEL!
JUNE FTW! :D

You Are Snow

You are peaceful and calm. You are able to enjoy each moment.

You have a pure, gentle spirit. People automatically trust you.

You have a playful, adventurous spirit. You still feel like a kid.

You are able to find the joy in any situation. You are blissful.

Are You Rain or Snow?

You're an angel disguised.

2009-06-15T00:09:00.000-07:00

Hi,
Memoirs of a geisha and Cruise control.
:D :D :D
awesome shit.

A millionaire's first love and 100 days with mr arrogant.
watch watch watch :D
a millionaire's first love damn sad >:O

this guy's really good ^^

watch Haru Haru MV by BigBang.
real cool :D
dutch later on.(Its Monday already since the clock past 12.)

Who wanna watch movie with me!?
:D

The buttons on my phone are worn thin.

2009-06-12T13:43:00.000-07:00

I'll make a wish
and send it to heaven.

Man, you sucks.
and i forgotten whatever i wanted to write.
and my woman is late, HA.

omg, Secondhand Serenade songs damn sad!

you know you're the center of my attention.

2009-06-11T21:15:00.000-07:00

TRAINING TRAINING TRAINING!
training was tough :D
>:O

and classes this few days are really fun.
but most of them are going back for their summer holidays.
and not coming back till around August :(
the last class at German European tomorrow :O
anw,training was tough but fun! :D:D
kkkkk,toodles.

As i follow the chord to your voice,
As it rings on through,
Your voice clearly receptive like the day we met.

HEY YOU!
get me this:

:D

I've got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth.

2009-06-09T18:04:00.000-07:00

thanks for the ring! :D (from kidkid, kiddy and YH.)

went for training today again.
and yes, i have training everyday from now on :o
guess i'll have kid's class again tomorrow >:D(canadian school!)
luvvvxz the kids♥
o, and i think i hurt my toe!
and this is my 100th post. :) :) :) :)

i'm so drunk and so is everyone else in this devil town.

2009-06-08T23:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Deanne and ME!
thanks for all your presents and wishes!<3
luvxzzzzz you all :D♥♥♥

lol,guess what!
I spend my birthday in school!(training)
and in Dutch club.
HAHAHAHA! :o

okay.
i got inspired by 2guys.
i'm gonna make a video :D:D:D :o
toodles.

they wont let me turn around
to get one last look at my baby,
well shes still around.
and i know what your thinkin'
but that wont stop this drinking.
its the least i can do,
cause this life is anything but certain.
when they close the final curtain,
you'll get a glimpse of the truth
cause your... still around.

you're my saving grace.

2009-06-07T20:01:00.000-07:00

Katherine Moennig♥
she's really hot.
look at the biceps/triceps or whatever.
damn cool! :D:D:D

Friday was a blast.
damn fun and crazy.
we slept at 1+, woke up at 4+ again to find food.
YH: I WANT JEEEEEEEEEELLY.
damn the ones who finish our jellies.
so search the fridge and found my leftover birthday cake.
eat eat eat and went back to sleep.
and, kiddy slept by herself outside at the swimming pool.
haha!

kiddy went back home 6am while A and J went home around 7.(i think)
i didn't remember anything untill YX told my mum and i overheard.
LOL. they even said byebye to me.
guess i was still asleep.
ok so, going Dutch Club again tomorrow.
~~

goodbye.

i found a way to let you in.

2009-06-06T15:45:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Kim Hyun Joong!
<3
luvsxz.

tonight is alive with the promise of a street fight.

2009-06-03T22:05:00.000-07:00

bbq! yesterday.
was funnnnnnnnnn!
went to school to do Maths in the morning.
and then painted the umbrella.
then headed to Mel's house.

first thing there, i jumped into the pool.
(ok actually the first thing was changing)
swam till 5.
really crazyyyyyyyyyyyy.
yh and i was like making scary faces to scare them!! :D
and then we went to the jacuzzi~~~~
after that, got ready to bbq.
emma and kidkid kept snatching for the prawns!
played Truth or Dare at night(typical game)
woohoo.
head home around 9.
and, Ange's in luvvvvvvvvvvvvv with an unknown
:P

had training today.
then went to mall with yh,emma and kidkid.
wanted to buy rings.
but we spent the money on food.
cause im super hungry :o

going kid's judo class again tomorrow.
:D :D :D.
but robo class from 9am!
god, 9 AM!!
GEEZ.
5 more days :D

till you're 14.

2009-06-01T23:40:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Emma! ;D
you're so oldddd now.
be more mature ok?
can't wait to get our rings :P
and, may all your wishes come true!:)
love ya, muahhhhhhhhsxz.

anyway, went Dutch Club(aka Japanese Association)in the aftnoon.
to judo/see angmoh again :D
cool.
gonna go again<3
sooo darn sleepy.
toodles.

if you can just see i'm the one who understands you.

2009-05-31T19:52:00.000-07:00

A short story: Appearance doesn't matter.
This is strictly a made-up story by my friend!
and, Good Luck to all those taking Os tomorrow!:)
--
Letter to you:
Dear Lex, by the time you read this letter, i've already left.
I just wanted to tell you, i like you.
but you've already had a girlfriend.
how could i?
i did everything, wishing it was the best for you.
Like how i comforted you when your ex broke up with you.
Like how i talk it out with your bud when you found him betraying you.
Like how i cheered for you when you have a game.
yes, i know you don't like me.
but i just wanted to try my luck by confessing to you,
when your ex broke up with you.
and i know i failed because you found yourself another one.
"Look, Leanne, you're just not my type."
was what you said.
My heart feels like it's been stabbed.
I just wanted to ask you:
Does your girl knows you love strawberry stuffs even though you're a guy?
Does your girl laughs at every little funny things you did?
I still remember the one time i had a little conversation with you..
Me: Why do you always rush to get a girlfriend?
Lex: because i wanted to replace love with the emptiness inside my heart.
Not everyone could replace it..
Take care and Goodbye :)
Standing by the window, looking back at you sleeping.
I cant help it but walk over to you and whisper into your ear.
"Appeareance really doesn't matter, Lex.."
Leanne.

After reading this letter, it was then that Lex finally realised,
the one who was with him during the lowest time of his life.
it was Leanne.
the one who cheered him up even though she's also sad herself.
it was Leanne.
and why he's not satisfied with all his past girlfriends
'cause they just aren't the one for him.
it was Leanne.
Lex flipped to the front of the letter.
There, in Leanne's handwriting, she wrote:
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.
If you could see that i'm the one who understands you,
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me.
His heart ache.
But it was all too late...
--

PS Some of the words are taken from the song:
You belong with me by Taylor Swift.

strawberry yoghurt smoothie.

2009-05-30T13:48:00.000-07:00

HI!
went german school yesterday to see/judo angmoh.
HAHA!
they are damn cuteeeeeee.
played Iceman with them.
omggggggggggggggggg, chaotic.
and their training wasn't held in the dojo.
instead it was in the .... Music room!
haha, aircon aircon aircon.

training yesterday was easy, i suppose?
theres only Aareen, Diana, Winna, Rainer, Esther, YH and i.
did throws.
and shit,
i haven't pass up my maths homework which was due yesterday.
HAHAHA.
bless me Lord.

and training occupied most of the days during my holiday.
plus maths project and robotics.
basically, almost everday i have to get my ass back to school.
z, z, z.

wanted to go back german school again next week.
oh but i have robotics class.(screw them.)
should i skip class? ;D

german german german kids~
strawberry smoothie with nata de coco together with strawberry-flavoured pocky.
its a Strawberry Day!

training.

2009-05-27T19:34:00.000-07:00

Jung Min♥
lets do quizzzzzzzzzzzz. :D

1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
my knuckles

2) How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?
lets do some punching today

3) Who was the last person you took photo with?
my lover(s)

4) Would you considered yrself as spoiled?
find out yourself lah

5) Would you ever donate blood?
no yes?

6) Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
yes (he's gay though)

7) Do you want someone dead?
nope

8) What does the last message say?
O ok, i think i not late le. What time your bus come?

9) What are you thinking right now?
food, sleep, food, food and more food.

10) Do you wish someone with you right now?
no

11) What time you went to bed last night?
around 11

12) Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now?
im wearing bra

13) Is someone in your mind?
food

14) Who was the last person who texted you?
emma.

15) 10 people tagged to do this quiz.
1. JASMINE
2. TANYA
3. SHAN
4. SHILIN
5. ANGELA
6. MARIAH
7. RAINER
8. EMMA
9. SHAN
10. JULIETTE

16) Who is 2 having relationship with?
7

17) Is 3 male or female?
bi-sexual

18) If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
LOL NO WAY.

19) What is 1 studying about?
me

20) When was the last time you had a chat with 5?
just now

21)Is 4 single?
no? not sure.

22) Say something about 2.
she's with 7.

23) What do you think about 3 & 6 being together?
good good since 3 is bi.

24)Describe 9.
loves candies, choco and food.

25) What will you do if 6 and 7 fight?
3 will help.

26) Do you like 8?
love.

--
HAHAHA! copied the names from emma's blog.
Student Leaders' Investiture's over~~~
hahah,damn nervous! :D
training today.
aft that, had 2.4km run.

tsk, whole holiday is occupied.
WHY WHY WHY?!
;o

lost sight, couldn't see when there was you and me.

2009-05-26T21:17:00.000-07:00

blow the candles out, looks like a solo tonight.

Kim Bum and Kim Hyun Joong damn cute!:D♥
;o

rehearsal today was great!
after that, watch inter-class(badminton).
cheered and played.
tomorrow is Student Leaders' Investiture!
:D

In this moment now, capture it remember it.

2009-05-25T20:26:00.000-07:00

had rehearsal for the Student Investiture :s
tiring and hot, like hell.
anw, not SC but Sports leader.
haha :o
there's also rehearsal tomorrow.
hope it goes well! :)

missed training today~ sigh.
Nationals Nationals Nationals! :o

P.E tomorrow! Dojo again, i suppose? :D
love it.
<3

Not gonna lie or even try.
You've got my wheel spinning.
And i ain't the one to shoot the gun,
'Cause that means you will be winning.

and i'll be okay though my skies are turning grey.

2009-05-23T13:37:00.000-07:00

inter-class on thursday was awesome.
thought we're gonna lose the first match for sure.
so, yh,j,ange,umi and i was in the team.
cool lah,umi shot most of the balls.
and i guess we're the 1st place XD.
since ms pek said so.

aft that had Mid-summer night play.
it was good. pity Hermia in some parts though.
hate Lysander for loving Helena. HAHA.
slept throughout the whole journey to the theatre and back.
reach home arnd 11+
boom and light off. HAHA.

was almost late for schl on Friday.
lucky me :D
didn't go for training.
thought we still had matches.
but found out, we alrd. won HAHA.
cheered for the boys.
2nd place for them.

went to bp with umi,j,yh,ange and tanya.
ate orbebur, HAHA!
then played catching and iceman in garden plaza.
so funnnn! HAHAHA.
lets play again next time! :DDDDDDDDD

maybe going bowling with ange ltr.
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)
and lol, my mat burn is getting itchy, ;oHAHA!
toodles.

what happen to bc?
just when i think we're close enough to share our secrets,
you drifted away from me..

someone just save me from this.

2009-05-20T20:13:00.000-07:00

guess what?
I flunk my chem.
shit lah, i know some bitch out there will be damn happy.
like i care?
just hope that my phy. pass so my overall science will pass.
haiz.

wasn't happy with my English result too.
suck lah.
not happy for Maths too.
can i just die? ;O
sigh. sigh. sigh.
MT - no hope.
Hist - no hope.

SOOOOO DEPRESSING.
but SY was right lah, no use crying over spilt milk right?
but the thing is, i tried hard for chem. and phy.!
i wrote notes and alllllllll.
why why why!?
kkkkkkkk, don't wanna talk about it.

training today.
someone:
-knock my head,
-punched my nose,
-push me(so i got mat burn)
and knock my teeth.
and,i didn't got chosen for SC :)
(yeah yeah, go on and laugh.)

inter-class(basketball) tmr.
aft that, had some play Midsummer Night or whatever you call that
at night.
and it ends like at 11. how the hell can i wake up and go to schl next day?

How bad can this day be?
pray pray pray,please let my phy. pass.

Click to add title

2009-05-18T21:05:00.000-07:00

HyunJoong, Chris Pine, Justin Gaston and Lucas Till ♥

HELLOOOOOOOOOO DEARS.
currently watching Boys Before Flowers!
Kim Hyun Joong look so much like Ace in that show!
god, looks like Ace's bro ehhhhhhhhhhh!
damn excited.

Aceline said: maybe Ace copied his hairstlye.
haha,cool lah!<3
right right, gonna continue my show.
toodles.

blow the candles out.

2009-05-16T14:47:00.000-07:00

David Blaise♥

ugh. if not for the swine flu thing, i would have been in Philippines right now.
geez. damn pissed lah,tch.
how come we can't go!?
screw the flu.

exams ended :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and holy shit. i have got no confidence in all papers at all.
i've got 70% of failing most of my subjects.
how cool is that? O.O
and duh,
DT sucks big time.

:D
no more studying, hun!<3

i wanna drift away with you.

2009-05-14T19:51:00.000-07:00

can i say i love you?

Art paper today.
sucks lah, my sun totally ruin my whole drawing.
WTF =3=
hate it lah.

DT paper tomrrow.
totally forgotten about it.
gonna study right now.
yeah, i nvr do well for DT before.
just wish me luck.

and training tomorrow.
and maybe aft training, gonna watch movie with Emma Frost and Tanya.
Wolverine again. cant blame me cuz i love Cyclops and Wolverine so much.

<3

so, Romeo take me someplace we can be alone.

2009-05-13T18:46:00.000-07:00

walau! i like Cyclops leh! LOL :D

2 papers left.
HAHAHA!
aft that, i can play all i want.
watch me, darling.

movie with ------ on Monday.
Wolverine, The Origin.
i almost had a heart attack, but didnt.
if not i wouldn't be here.

next movie - Star Trek,
here i come.

Arizona

2009-05-01T22:48:00.000-07:00

hi, i know this is scary but sometimes, i really wish everyone could die.
except for those i love, of course.
and hihi, i got really high ytd night with someone! :D
and hihihi, today is 1st of May!
which means.. 3 MORE DAYS TO MYEs!
cool, no? :D
and the last hi + first and last bye, i went out with durian/elaine today.
(fyi to study)

tangled up in you.

2009-04-26T13:40:00.000-07:00

just finished this book.
HAHA! awesome piece of work.
gotta start on Not another bad date.
by Rachel Gibson as well~~~

anw, having problems with my art.
should i use the chalk thing?
or painting?
HAHAHAHAHHA O.O

Love, like a river, will cut a new path whenever it meets an obstacle.
-Crystal Middlemas

yeah, everything will be back to normal :)

Taylor Lautner's --

2009-04-25T17:38:00.000-07:00

hot bod.

omg, exams!

2009-04-24T18:11:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA!
HELLO.
omg.
deleted this part.
yeah, wdv. nothing serious :)

Cind boyboy finally came to school! After we visited her yesterday.
omg. 4 damn days. HAHA!
thought it was dengue lah :O
Maths class ended at around 4+ and we waited like almost 1hour for 67.
2 buses came and it was FULL like hell.
then took to lot1.
took 302 to boyboy's house.
talk to her till like 6++
then went back home.
HAHA!

had training today.
ya, as usual haha!
kkkkk, exams coming.
may not be able to online for 2weeks or more.
YA YA.
wish me luck babies :)

The love of Barn Chieangs.

2009-04-19T13:40:00.000-07:00

HAHA!
saw my title?
yeah, the LOVE of barn chieang LOL :D
k lah.
let me talk about it.

so ytd, when we was waiting for Mrs Ong to reach Westmall for the movie,
jas, ange, averyl, nicholas(gabriel), lucas, kennedy and jorome and me and i forgot who, went to eat Macs together.
then i bought my food.
so ya, and then i left it on the table. somebody went to push it and it fell onto my legs/shoes, LOL.
ok, so my HAPPY MOOD was G-O-N-E, gone.
cuz my shoes was wet with milo.

so, i wanted to go home instead of watching movie.
so yaya, jas, ange and averyl started whispering.
and then jas and ange went off~
the rest of us went to the cinema.
i wanted to go off ah, but averyl didn't let me go.

then tada! jas and Ange came with a pair of slippers
LOL! HAHA.
so nice right? <3
OMG :D<3
ya lah. nothing to you. means alot to me kay<3

oh, and i didn't go for judo competition today :|

posting pics of Averyl's party~
didn't take much though.
>
Birthday Girl :)

p/s aiya, too bad jas, val and darius went home earlier.
aiya too bad yh nvr come :D
and they keep making fun of me saying i wear too formal.
=__= birthday party - formal mah :D

Zac Efron - 17 Again!

2009-04-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

went to watch this movie today..
HAHA.

so yeah, woke up in the morning.
was late. damn alarm clock.
set 6pm.
so yeah, lucky shafika call me around 650+
if not, i would have been dead.
so rush and everything.

then did my duty(taking of pics LOL)
of some important VIP.
then took bus to Cashew.
got into groups and went to our own blocks.
Christine, Fazilla, Averyl, YW, Joerome and Lucas in my group.

then aft all this, went to watch movie with Mrs Ong + alot people.
ok, we took up 2 whole rows + 1/4 row.
LOL! almost whole class...
then went back home.
sleep and then went to Averyl's party.
HAHA!

thought alot boys going.
but in the end, only Darius and Val came. (LOL)
ate and played Dare or Dare
k lah, awkward but fun.
then the boys went off, we play with lipstick instead.
omg :D
only those who went knows :)

then dad came to fetch me.
yeah yeah, posting pics tmr.
HEHE!

Happy Birthday, Averyl!
old alr ah :)

I fell in love with Zac Efron! ;D

Blue Ribbon Day.

2009-04-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

OMG.
went to collect donations today.
hahaha!
late by few mins~~ :DD

then went to take out tins.
and head off to orchard with averyl, angela, cindy, jasmine and yh.
HAHA! damn funny. we did stupid things on the bus.

then seperated when reach far east.
SAW ALOT ANGMOHS! :D
then 2++, went back CCK to give back tins.
damn tired.
rush back home and got ready to go Aisha's bbq.
HAAH!

Marliana make us walk like 2hrs ++ then finally we reached the bbq pit.
OMG! haha.
ok, then 11++ went home.
sleeping now~
bye :D

This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.

2009-04-16T18:08:00.000-07:00

Hellooo.
HAHAAH!
so damn happy.
no school tmr ah.
but have to reach CCK at 7am tmr.
OMG ~_~
donation day(?) tmr.
HAR HAR. not flagday eh, cuz no stickers given even if you donate :D
and then aft that, maybe going Aisha's bbq.
at East Coast! OMG, :D

and cinboy and yh kept 'duh-ing' in class.
damn irritating. but funny eh.
yh: duh~~
and i go 'yo' back
and then ange is the singer wannabe. HAHA!
sing sing sing untill ms wang said:
Can you please stop singing?
HAHA, LOL!

zzz.
gonna go manga again.
:D toodles.

Your voice clearly receptive like the day we met.

2009-04-12T19:42:00.000-07:00

my dearest aunt, thanks for all the things you did for me. i'm sorry i didn't cherish you. i didn't do anything for you. instead, you brought me all the things. candies,bread,toys and curry puffs. you would make an effort to come from your house,Choa Chu Kang all the way to my house. now i've no time to repay you. i'm sorry.. rest in peace. i love you :)
yeah. My aunt passed away yesterday morning.
my mum was crying non-stop.
HAR HAR. the aunt that dote on us the most.
....

anyway, went to church today.
:) Happy Easter! :D
then wanted to have lunch with DeSean and the rest of cell group members.
waited til 2+, couldn't stand it.
so went to eat ourselves instead. (Averyl and i)

shop arnd.
then went home arnd 5+
haha.
i really hope i can on Wednesday.
please..

he kissed my lips, i taste your mouth.

2009-04-10T13:42:00.000-07:00

HI.
Actually, i'm suppose to be in Genting right now :'(
tch. anything lah. anyway, no Genting, i got $100 instead.
HA.
i can buy whatever i want.
zzz, jealous? LOL.

going to meet Averyl and Ange ltr on.
:O Good Friday today.
aw..
dinner with chris ytd night. HAHA!
and last dinner in s'pore with bru eh.
O.O

he's going back to TW today.
eh eh eh. 3pm flight i think.
sigh.

To someone:
eh, you hate me is it? when you're with others, you look sooooo bloody happy. with me, you look like im torturing you. what lah. did i do something to you? fuck you lah. stop acting like you like me or what.

If this isn't love.

2009-04-03T22:05:00.000-07:00

Hi, didn't post for dayyyyyyyyyyyyys.
yes, damn busy.
HAHAHA.
training as usual lol.

damn funny today in class.
LOL!
too tired to type.
off to read manga.
p/s Hwa Young's really good in telling ghost stories x.x
one ghost story for you:

Theres this guy who went hiking.
He got lost and found a house.
It was getting late and theres no other place to go,
so he just went into the house.
When he got in, all he saw was photoframes with creepy face on it.
He got goose bumps but he just went to sleep.
The next morning when he woke up, he scream.
Guess what had happen.

Answer tmr ^^
toodles.

untouched.

2009-03-27T21:49:00.000-07:00

Heeeeeeello O.O
I got SILVER for Nationals!
HEHEHE.
anw, it was damn tough to fight Nanyang Girls' =_=
train harder.

anw,went to clean up dojo then went to timothy's house.
ordered pizza and play arnd.
then went home.
blablabla.
childish mum still havent talk to me =3=
she dont even give a damn i got silver >:(
aiya, tsk.

going back to schl tmr.
tsk. 9am!!! so early.
toodles.

love means a memory that no one can steal.

2009-03-22T19:13:00.000-07:00

BORROWED TONS OF COMIC BOOKS! XD
hm, maybe not tons x.x
HEHEHE.
so yeah, just reach home from the library.
went to trim my hair.

chris came again today!
HEHEHE. going to dinner tgt ltr on :D!!
sigh. schl's starting again tmr!
HOW FAST!

d-gray man now.
tsk. haven't watch it for like years.
missed sooooo many episodes.
still, my Allen still looks soooooooo cool.

my beloved's coming to S'pore on 29march :D
i wish i wish i wish i could see him up near! x)
anw, my bru's going back to TW soon.
ugh. how i wish i can go as well.
:'( just have to wait patiently till Dec.

not yet done homework LOL.
and still going out ltr.
boooooo. jul told me tf tell her chinese hw damn hard.
curses.
あなたは私のことが好きですか?
いいえ huh? ... :'(

No regrets, just set backs.
No mistakes, just lessons.
History can only be set once; it can never be altered or modified.
So don't hold yourself back, there's no point in dwelling on the past.

takoyaki,banzai!

2009-03-21T23:39:00.000-07:00

kueh lapis and my favourite milk for supper tonight!
BWAHAHAHA.
sadly,mum didn't buy takoyaki today.
instead,she bought rotimum and some really cute angel-shaped breads.
HAHAHA.

then chris came over.
plan to eat dinner tgt.
but in the end, chris and bruther went to eat themselves.
while we went plaza to eat.
HAHA TOM YAM BAN MIAN!
omg,so damn spicy !!!!!!!!! :'(

then,went to buy Blaue Rosen Vol. 3!!
p/s vol. 2 was out of stock :'(
went to buy kueh lapis and some other snacks aft that and head back home.
chris was there, with bruther.
then chat awhile, chris went back home.
just finish watching ToGetHer!
omg, i wish i have a lover like Mars(aka Jiro Wang)
so sweettttttttttttttt :'(
wonder if i'll have someone like that in my life~~

anw, was helping my mum fold clothes(?) just now.
ah,how i wish my family wasn't men-dominated :b
how random eh.
but really, i wish i have a sister and
then we would share the same bed,
the same clothes and even liked the same things!
so nice~~~~ -eye sparkling-

yeahyeah. Nationals Nationals Nationals,
is nearing :(
nervous,scare while still looking foward to it.
ASSUMPTION FIRE UP!
:D i love milk.

if i just breathe.

2009-03-20T19:53:00.000-07:00

WAH SHIT, I FORGOT TO FILL THE CONTENT PAGE IN MY MATHS EX BK.
ah,fuckfuckfuck.
hope Ms Pek don't scold~~ :'(

training today was.... TIRING !!
omg. i will die if we have training like this everyday.
i was like screaming and crying while fighting with the people~~~
and then i would get damn angry when they pin me down >:(
so when they pin me down, i was hitting them, HARD.
then the tears kept coming out as well O.O
LOL. very sorry! i was out of control when im angry.
so ya,now you guys know. better don't provoke me huh.

then,aft training.
eat at canteen with judokas.
was suppose to lunch with dear,nigel,adeleine, may and YH.
but they took so long. so we got hungry and ate cup noodles.
then head off to plaza to find nigel,adeleine,may and dear.
wait for them to finish eating.
then went to buy my BLAUE ROSEN!
:D!!

aft that, went to adeleine's house.
play mahjiong. HAHAHAHA.
went home arnd 4++
playing viwawa with may right now.
toodles.
11months.

feel the tension -

2009-03-19T20:07:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA. yesterday's training was tiring.
yeah, but i will endure !!!
then, aft training went to watch movie at Lido.(again)
with the same people again.(except monkey)
'Push' wah,tell you, totally no meaning.
while we watch Push, dear went to watch Witch Moutain.
LOL.

YH and adeleine so bored during the movie that they started acting like a couple-.-
ok,i mean THEY ARE.
but adeleine started putting her arms at YH's shoulder =3=
so i kept slapping her hand LOL.
then YH slapped me too :'(
May the quietest during the movie lah.(maybe she concentrating)
O.O
so ya, walk arnd and head home aft that.

had training today as well.
sigh. morning, went for lessons for half an hour.
went back training for 1hr++
then went back lessons again.
LOL, run here and there :'(
aft lesson,slack at canteen for awhile.

damn tired so didn't go anywhere.
went home and sleep... again.
like a pig... again :O
maybe going out tmr again, aft training.
with same group people.
LOL.
gonna get some manga to read.. again.
HAHAHAHA.

used alot of 'again' :O
toodles.

2009-03-17T21:08:00.000-07:00

Aha.
Can you believe i got a new lover?
well,hell yeah. cheers to my new dear sugar!
17/03 LOL :)

nothing interesting happen...
morning, was late(by abit) for lesson.
went to Study Room. cool, aircon baby~
sat with the usual clique.
mess arnd~~~

halfway thru,Hwa Young decide to tell ghost story.
and yeah, we got so scare that we moved back and scream.
yes,right in the middle of the class.
so everyone turn to face us O.O so paiseh..

12++ end class.
so ange me and yh went to find adeleine and dear~~ :D
search for Ms Chua.
then waited damn long for her.(in the canteen)

Darius and Firdhaus was there as well.
then Darius kept saying i look like little white dog.
so ya, i told Ms Pek(haha she was there)
then.... unlucky Darius had to write little white dog 50times.. to me~~ LOL,hahaha!
serve him right.

then.. bus to plaza with MrTerence,MrGeh,MsChua,ange,yh,adeleine and dear.
May came aftwards.
LOL, ate at Swensens!!! :D:D:D
then the 'adults' went first and then we stayed arnd to play.
Adeleine, you like me ah? :(
keep taking my pics :( LOL!

then they went to badminton.
ange and me went home first.
LOL. kk,my damn comp something wrong.
cant read manga :@
so pissed >:(

oh and.
i found out who i'm fighting with for Nationals.
someone from Fajar Secondary.
LOL,hope its someone easy.
ah.bless me,God.

Race to Witch Mountain

2009-03-16T21:36:00.000-07:00

HI HI HI HI HI HI,LOL.
damn fun today :D!!!!
LOL O.O:<

HAHAHAHA.
so,morning, went to schl.
LOL, dumb yh keep laughing :'(
some judokas stuck at the security post LOL.
cause they wearing outside clothes/slippers blabla.
lol,lucky me, i escape while janille and yh block me.
so, warmup.(lol,ran to Mother Mary.)
and then did some throws.

then, wanted to bathe in schl.
but found out that.....
the damn showering cubicle so bloody dirty.
went to yh's house instead.
but in the end, didn't bathe also LOL :B

then meet adeleine,may and yx at Macs.
wanted to eat KFC, so monkey me and yh went to KFC.
blabla.
when i was eating..
Adeleine kept staring at me!!!
WTH.make me eat so slow >:(!
then still blame me! >:(

bus to Orchard.
LOL. then reach..
and yx walk damn fast lah LOL.
she wanted to watch 'Push'
but the rest of us dont want.
so LOL, this toothpick went to watch the movie BY HERSELF!
then she rush in yeahyeahyeah~~
we went to watch Race to witch moutain!
then adeleine,may,yh,me,monkey walk around..
LOL.
kept walking in circles HAHA.
then one woman came asking us if wanna be model for her shop.
LOL. hahaha didnt go in the end.
although FOC :P
found one place to sit on,
then start to munch on the cookies Miss Chua baked for me :P
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

LOL, went to buy popcorns and then went in.
we're the first group to go in O.O
cool.
then fool arnd LOL.

finish watching.
then mrt home O.O
dinner.
LOL, eh i havent bathe, pfft.
gonna go now.
toodles~
I love Alexander Ludw.!!
:D
few days and its gonna be 11months.. >:(

new haircut - shucks.

2009-03-15T21:51:00.000-07:00

OMG.
im so damn sad lah :( -sobx100000000000000000.
shoot,got my hair cut.
but in the end, its not the way i want it to be.
walau.
hope no-one laughs tmr(God bless me)

training tmr(9 to 11)
then aft which, gonna go watch movie with yh,friends and monkey♥~~~
hehe,can't wait!
and oh, anyone interested in watching movie please look down LOL:
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Abraham is asking whether you guys wanna go watch movie on Tues(aft extra lesson)!?
currently only him and Lloyd.

chan still in m'sia, i think.
sigh. so rich huh :'(
gonna sleep early,toodles.
and apparently, my post's getting shorter and shorter >_<
forgive me uh, my sweet sugars♥
つづく

why does guys' feelings fade away so fast?
one minute you were head over heels in love with her.
and another minute, you got hook on to yet another girl.
and then next what? broke the 1st girl's heart ah?
heartless bastards.

sometimes i try to hide what i feel inside.

2009-03-14T19:18:00.000-07:00

Don't fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things.
The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have.
-Louis E. Boone

woah! can you believe that i spent the whole day today reading manga?
yeah,you must be nodding yr head since i've stated that i'm a manga otaku.
so apparently, i had my eyes glued to the comp..

so skipskip,
mum just bought back sushis and takoyaki♥ and then went out again.
but seriously, i can eat takoyaki everyday and not get sick of it.

funny video! HAHA

lazy Saturday.
looking forward to Monday.
wanna go movie with Amanda today.
but sadly, she didnt answer me,ohoh.

and sb had some match at SRC today.
lose though. ITS OK MY DEARIES~~ try harder next match okay~ :D
and gambateh floorball too! win 2 more matches and Nationals alr!~~

prolly gonna have dinner ltr on.(if my mum calls me)
dunno whether chris will come or not. HEHE.
feel like having octopus today.
please call me back, mum :D!!
yeah,short post.
gonna get back to reading manga again!
つづく

friday 13.

2009-03-13T21:58:00.000-07:00

Friday 13 - What ya thinking?
ok so,bad day ah.
first, i met this one super bloody auntie.
she bang into me,blocking my way then she went to 'tsk' me and then glare at me,
expecting me to move.
wah, stupid. LOL.
second,i got back my results slips.
WALAU EH. DAMN DISSAPPOINTED :(

ENG: C5
CHINESE: B4
MATHS: A1 (damn happy for this.)
SCIENCE: B3
HIST.: C5!

thank god i pass my english.
7 people passed english only.
seriously, screw Animal Farm.
and this damn fucking Chinese.
i did my best for every paper lor.
WTF WTF WTF. gonna get a scolding from parents.

but damn happy i got a1 for maths lah ^^
first time a1 :)
can go celebrate eat pizza alr.
for eng,hist and chinese can go hell.
so, eat pizza first then go hell.
HAHAH!

and lala,welcome the holis~~
but anw, having holis like no holis at all.
theres training everyday. but gonna miss tues and thurs(having supp)
please,im hardworking kay :D (L)

ONE MORE WEEK TO NATIONALS!
woah,damn nervous lah.
gonna train hard during holis.
wish my luck eh.
toodles.

sleepy day.

2009-03-12T18:50:00.000-07:00

EH HELLO.
LOL O.O

lessons today.
morning was computer.
tried going in to hotel626.com HAHAHA.
damn retard. ange was scared of the white face :D

then had MT.
YH's group to present.
then had break,language and then HU.
dozed off during EL :b sorry,too tired :(
ohoh, and during HU, i told her i wanna go toilet.
damn urgent lah. then she say write a pass and then wait for her to come back.
oh,shes going to print smth.
WTF. PEOPLE URGENT JUST LET THEM GO LAH. WHAT PASS. DUMB

then PSE.
to Hall for some talk.
zzz,make me think of Ace again :(
then had PW.
HAHAHHAHA.
then i went home.
to sleeeeep!
:D

Girls' Brigade 14th Coy.
nostalgia...
miss Grace~~~
off to do my essay!
planning to write about werewolf :D

sick.

2009-03-10T17:02:00.000-07:00

HHHHEEELLLLLLLLLLO.

went to schl early in the morning to run.
2.4 with YH,jas,janille,rainer and tim :D
then went for SC meeting.

assembly,
then had temperature taking.
HAHAHA.
my temperature was 38 and crap, i dun feel anything weird at all.
was sent to sickbay then home.

doctor aft that. >:O
hahaha.
then i slept like pig.

MC for tmr.
but think i still going eh.
just finish reading ai wo utau yori ore ni oborero aka blaue rosen.
ah sad.
jas wanna buy the books.
i wanna buy absolute boyfriend
someone give me moneh please.

kkk, im off to sleep again.
HAHAAH.
pigpigpig.
GOODBYE!

tell me why, you're so hard to forget.

2009-03-08T15:46:00.000-07:00

tell me what i should do, to reach back out to you.

Hi.
i'm rotting at home :(
doing homeworks.
eating waffles/chicken pie.

anw, morning, averyl asked me to go EIP.
ugh. just woke up yeah,not enough time to prepare.
so missed it.

since i have nothing to do..
let me talk about camp ah.
HAHAHA.
during campfire, damn crazy eheheh.
YH and i was like shouting like crazy HAHA.

and then when its was group3&4 performing, we kept telling them:
Eh, we're looking at yr sexy asses.
HAHA.
the indian dance was hilarious eh!

okay,now i dont feel like talking 'bout it.
currently searching for trainer Cassandra's friendster.
and hopefully, we can link from hers to Ace's.
wish my luck.
toodles.

--
why? do i really look like one?
it was a joke at the very beginning.
i didn't know she will thought its real.
and i dont need you to trust me either :)
cause i just need that one to trust me.
but now, i've lost sight of my one.
i'm lost. someone tell me what to do.

Sometimes I try to hide,
What I feel inside.
And when I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why,

i miss Ace :(

2009-03-07T18:34:00.000-08:00

HELLO DARLINGS!
Camp was awesome!
HAHAHA!
ohoh, happy to admit that I love Ace! ♥♥♥
please don't say i'm a lesbian :(
so yeah, lets start with Wednesday!(with my super damn big bag^^)

meet barnchieang at the walkway.
helped me with my bag :D
and then help monkey take sleeping bag from her bro's friend.
assembled and seperated into groups :(
barnchieang~~~ O.O
but still, same group as YH.
oh,group 5 btw.
and head off to campsite arnd 9+

reached and then camp chief allocated the dorms to the girls.
shared dorm with Group4.
and then off we go, helping the guys to pitch the tent.
hard work LOL.
got sunburnt.
then went to lunch. great.
had games and then dinner.
porridge LOL. with peanuts and salted eggs.
aft that, went for shower.
phew, i washed my hair out in the open area HAHA.

plan to bathe outside with monkey LOL.
but didn't see her.
so just went in cubicle to bathe.
then debrief and i knock off and slept like a pig.

Thursday
woke up arnd 7.
ah,damn. they on the lights so early.
so, washed up and assembled at MPH.
then breakfast,games,lunch.
i loved the jungle doughnuts and orange egg!
even though the orange egg look kinda gross.
HAHAHA!

had shower first before dinner.
and yeah,its the Campfire night!
so dinner was slightly better :D
then,went to some other place.
aft that, had campfireeeeeeee!
thanks for the light stick kay :D

then halfway thru, it rained.
woohoo. ran in the rain. so coooooooool.
drenched.
fool arnd in the MPH.
kept the trainer's waterbottle.
HAHAHA.
combined group with other trainers.
cool man.
I LOVE ACE AND JOY!♥♥
ok, Cassandra toooooooooo♥

then,went back to dorm arnd 12+
heard that the guys slept in the MPH till 2 in the morning.
cuz its raining and yeah,they cant go back.

Friday
ah,sad day :B
Joy and Ace not here :(
packed and stuffs.
assembled at dining hall.
had breakfast.
and then area cleaning.

ugh. my group was to un-pitch those tents.
muddy leh :(
then cleaned the campus.
had prize presentation.
group 3 and 4 won the most LOL.
sad.
my group didn't win any :(

then bus back to schl.
slacked,ate.
home sweet home. un-pack my things.
and then went out to meet barnchieang at lot1.
had lunch tgt.

then went home arnd 7+
tired.
LOL, and you wont guess how long i slept.
13 hours straight, darling.
averyl worse kay :D
19hours HAHAHA.
pig ah.

plan to go Sentosa today actually :(
but woke up late HAHA.
Lloyd called me if not i would still be sleeping.
and anw, sorry Hidayah :(

and,Happy Belated Birthday, Hidayah!
may all yr wishes come true =)

mia :)

2009-03-03T22:03:00.000-08:00

HI HI HELLO.

ah, gonna rush thru this post.
camp for the next 3 days.
HAHAHA.
yeah, we'll be enjoying while you guys are chiong-ing exams :P
no CAs for us~~ :)

not yet finish packing uh.
gonna go now.
toodles.
(www on friday aft camp with barnchieangs i think.)

i've waited all my life to cross this line.

2009-03-01T21:17:00.000-08:00

You Are Very Warm

You are kind, caring, and empathetic. A lot of warm energy radiates from you.

And it's not an act - you truly like people. You get a charge from people being around you.

You are are easy going and very socially adaptable. You're willing to overlook peoples'quirks.

You enjoy meeting people from all walks of life and helping them if you can. Giving makes you feel good.

How Warm Are You?

bonjour~~~~
back home from shopping.
anw, went jp arnd 5plus.
head off to Giordano to find the track pants i'm gonna get for camp.
and wtf. wasted one, they stopped selling alr.
so yeah, went over to Royal Sports House.
DAMN EX PLEASE(didn't buy in the end lah)
instead, bought a greenish sports bra!
:D ahh, damn happy. wanted to buy for so longgggg alr :)

went Popular and browse thru the books.
ahh, i wanna buy Broken.
so kewllll leh. ok, wait till i finish NewMoon/Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.
wait for me kaykaykay :D

aft which, went NTUC to search for track pants.
bought one for 13bucks.
still ex kay :(
then went to eat.
and then!
i saw macaroons! so yeah, bought 6 which cost me 10.
DAMN EX LEH!!!!!!! T_T
(but too bad lah, i want to eat HAHAHA)

so yeah, went home aft that.
shared macaroon with bruthers.
eh, my moneh leh LOL!
okay, not yet done my chinese homework.
which is due tomorrow.
sad please.

wednesday going camp! :D
Sarimbun Scout Camp. (bless me)
HAHAHAHA.
gonna go shopping with barnchieang on tuesday i think.
toodles.

cousin's wedding.

2009-03-01T00:52:00.000-08:00

OMGYOIMSODAMNTIRED.
just reach home from pasir ris.
which is so farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
ok, so went down arnd 5+
meet with cousin outside the club.
then went in and ya, saw the bride leh.
damn pretty leh O.O!
eat and did the usual stuffs(greetings and all)

then, went with cousin to e!hub.
walk arnd aimlessly :)
then decided to go arcade.
play and caught tons of sweets.
brought back to chalet and share with those lil. kids!
ain't i great? XD.
chris and bruther was alr there when i went back.
so yeah, laze arnd.

aft that, wanna go bowling.
bru: too lame.
UGH.they wanted to go funkyballs to play billard instead.
went, no table :D
cheers baby.
no bowling also.
went back and saw a band practicing inside a dunno what room.
damn cool leh.
went in and enjoy!
love the drummer please.
cheers, its angmoh! :D:D:D
should have called mariah here.

then went back chalet.
talktalktalk.
damn. and my mum went to tell relatives i joined judo.
and guess what they reply?
hahaha! you look so gentle!!!!
ahh. tsk. so paiseh.

went home arnd 10++
stomach rolling.
not going for competition tmr i guess.
and! yh damn scary when she angry!
nights darlings.

BBQ BBQ BBQ!

2009-02-27T19:51:00.000-08:00

HIHIHIHI.
HAHAHAHA.
I WANT BARNCHIEANG OUTING!
>:((((((((((((((((((((((
anw,BBQ ytd was damn fun!:D
I ♥ CHOCOLATE BANANAS!
we call it the d**** :)

lessons and then had training.
then walked to Hazel Park.
aha, reach,changed,striped and swim!
then eat, bbq, and went back to swim again!
went home arnd 9+ with all of them.
took some pictures.
but not with me :(
monkey damn sad.
she have softball training and blablabla :O

oh and thurs was fun too ~~~
Game Of Life was niceeeeeeeeeeeee.
played the 'Life' game.
Ange was the banker. and yeah, super funny to see how we got married so fast
and then, pop, here comes yr children~~~
oh and i only have one children :(
i plan to have twins leh! Hwayoung got twins!!>:( RAWR.

and then today, having BBQ again~
cousin's wedding.
held at Aranda. BWAHAHAHA. cool.
cousins get-tgt~~ maybe im swimming again ~ >:O

so howhowhow?
going tmr or not? :(

i think im dead.

2009-02-25T21:48:00.000-08:00

ugh.
i'm feeling so sick now.
nah, not mentally sick uh. :)
my head's spinning and my heart hurts like i'm gna puke anytime.
and because of that, i can't eat my dinner eh. :((((((((((((((

jeez, must be cause of today's training.
Nigel and Marlinna(sp?) vomitted during training.
worse, Marlinna vomitted on the mats.
and when i looked at it, i wanna vomit too :(

school today, normal.
had maths test today.
gr, so going to fail it >:(
chem pratical ytd. AHHHHHHHH.
think im gonna fail too. UGHUGHUGH.

then had training.
before that, assembled at the bball court and did the troublesome stuffs.
and then rush back to dojo to change.
training was tiring. and i fought with, i think 5 people, continously.
anw, when we're like sort of giving up, they would scream, ASSUMPTION FIRE-UP! >:o
and we would scream. BWAHAHAHA. cool right?

then went canteen and chatchatchat.
walked out with judokas. (MUHAHAHAHHA)
and then suddenly, Marlinna said:
omg, bloody mary.
me: wth? bloody MARY? as in the mother mary!?
mar: walau, no lah. its one of the ********. nicknamed bloody mary -grins-
HAHAHAHAHAHA! you should have see her expression leh ~~~
and averyl-chan kept telling me theres a rainbow.
and ugh, i didn't manage to see it :(((((

anw, theres a match on Sunday.
standing-up. dunno to go or not.
and i can't fall sick now!~~~~~~~
theres bbq on Friday and i'm soooooo looking foward to it! :)
we gonna do tons of interesting and fun stuffs. HAHAHAHA >:o
and my mum's making jellies for that ~~~

sleeping early today.
my forehead burning hot right nanana.
curses.